here comes the feeling i thought i forgotten.

you know what the truth is? truth is, i still have feelings for you. i don’t know if this is still love or not. i just know that i still have these deep thoughts about you. each day. i know you’re out there, somewhere, miles away from me, but i want to let you know that even you’re in some kind of place or whatever, you still have this place in my heart.  a special one. 

i miss you. yes, that’s it. i miss you to bits. i dont know you’re not gonna read this and all but if you do, i wanna let you know that i’m really thankful that even for a short time, you made me feel so special. you made me feel that i’m not worthless. like i have a reason to wake up each morning. thank you for that. 

do ‘ya still remember you said that i should keep living because i make you smile each day? you know what? i still do. and i wanna let you know that i thank you for making me feel that way especially that time when i was so depressed and you were there to cheer me up. remember when you told me that my name was beautiful? i still do. those little things you did to me made me happy. i know that you didn’t feel the same way too, and it sucks. but i have to admit to my self and not deny the fact that we’re just live that. it may be too hurtful to think, but i’m trying my best to move on. but i keep thinking about you and it freakin’ sucks. you’re out there, having the time of your life, and i’m here, stuck with your memories. i hope you won’t forget me. i really do hope. i miss you MR '....'